i am trying to find me actually. i forgive, i love, i dream. i'm a little girl, in a fucked up world. the highs make me fly, but the lows make me die. i was blessed with a different kind of inner view - it's so magnified.
i have been diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder, Obsessive compulsive Disorder, Bipolar Disored, and i have an eating disorder.
all my disorders are so real and encompassing its tangible.
i dont choose my obsessions and compulsions, they choose me.
my ed is my way of control, the one thing i am capable of controlling.
other than that i am a complete contradiction!
i'm pretty much just looking for a place to share my thoughts and experiences with others, others who understand, who have been, or who are where i am.